It’s hard to believe it’s July already.
June was a tough month for me. I’ve always felt that I’ve been operating in life with a smudged map, but this month I’ve felt like my map has completely blown away. So I’m trying to embrace a sit spot for a little bit of a think instead of rushing off on my next adventure. This is particularly challenging for impatient me.
When one of my critique partners sent me this blog post about goal setting, one particular line stood out to me: “Goals are amazing but unless our goals map to growth, we’re simply writing a to-do list.” Yes, that’s definitely what I feel like. I am checking off my to do list instead of growing, so I decided that I am going to revise my bookish resolutions to reflect growth.
That’s why this month’s blog post will contain not only my goals from June but also new goals.
Old goal: Read 24 books this year for the Mount TBR 2021 challenge.
I’m certainly failing this challenge. None read this month.
New goal : I’m still going to pursue this challenge. At the end of the year, I may simply need to cull some of the books that I had hoped to read.
Old goal: Read 12 nature related books this year to enhance my horticultural therapy study.
I could put “the river” by Helen Humphreys in either this category or the next. Whichever one, I love this book!
Humphreys writes about a small part of the Napanee River where she has a waterside property. She writes about its history, what she has found there, the animals and plants there.
I do disagree with Humphreys’ belief that the river is indifferent to her despite her love for it. I believe if you love nature, it will love you back, just maybe not in a “human” way.
So many things to ponder, but I’ll leave you with a couple:
“The British naturalist and writer Roger Deakin once said that watching a river is the same as watching a fire in the hearth. Both are moving and alive, and the feeling from watching both them is a similar one.”
“The river has pushed its banks many times. Does it have memory of this, or a reach beyond itself that it can feel, that it remembers? What does it feel its true size is? Does the river have a kind of consciousness?”
New goal: I’m still going to pursue this challenge.
Old goal: Read 12 books that are either memoir, poetry, or soul books.
“Bluets” by Maggie Nelson
I listened to this book in audio form, because that was the only way I could without buying it. I’ve never taken to audiobooks, and I still don’t appreciate them, despite the fact that one of my primary modes of learning is auditory. Perhaps I miss the tactile sensation of turning pages. Also, I don’t know how people can multitask when they are listening to an audiobook. If I do this then I am constantly stopping and rewinding, because I have missed something. Finally, I love to write down quotes of my favourite parts, and this is hard to do when you are listening to something.
Well anyway, I love the book. There are 240 prose poems all related to the colour blue. Apparently half of westerners’ favourite colour is blue, and that includes me, so I enjoyed all the snippets of blue information—such as learning about the “blue” people (Tuareg), and that indigo blue was originally the “devil’s dye” until it was made holy, and that the colour of the universe was accidentally declared as turquoise—interspersed with philosophy and poetry.
You can read more about it in this article:
New goal: I will continue with this goal.
Old goal: Work on my writing 15 minutes a day.
My summer writing challenge, as set by my daughter, is to write a novel, but I confess we have slacked off lately. I need more motivation to do this.
New goal: Continue with this goal, but find a way to actually do this. Ideas?
Added goal: Read related literature. I need to figure out an actual number.
Old goal: Read 3 creative nonfiction essays a week.
“Collectively Speaking” by Chelsey Clammer
So much to love in this essay, especially the term “a resilience of women”
One of my favourite quotes:
“As an editor, I hold people’s stories. As a trauma survivor, I help those stories find their voices. Because it’s the experiences I’ve had that guide me in encouraging other survivors to find a voice. It’s the editor in me that helps to shape that story into something tangible—something we can see. Read. I give feedback about specifics. The mechanics. But as a female trauma survivor, I hold. Help. It might look like I’m by myself, but I’m never alone. I’m holding people’s stories. Guiding, even, the therapeutic activity of crafting a voice for your experience. I’ve read about so much trauma—have seen the ways so many people have survived to tell the story of those who haven’t.”
“The Glass Sliver” by Robyn Fisher
I can totally relate to her experience.
“Sometimes, this whole caregiving thing does seem like a wilderness experience. I mean, you got your sandwich, your canteen, your first aid kit. You even got your map and compass. But you’ve never been on this trail before, it’s all new to you. And last night’s storm washed part of it away, so the map does not resemble the path anymore. You’re bushwhacking now, hoping you’re not too far off the trail, and the way will show itself soon.”
“Le Pen de Amazon” by Helen K. Hedrick
Hedrick writes an essay using a choice of words from the book she is reading. I love this idea!
“The Birds: June is for Juncos” by Leanne Ogasawara
“Until the pandemic, I had always considered myself to be a city person. I never thought much about ecological issues until I came back to the US in mid-life. To be sure, Japan was not perfect in terms of the environment–not by any means. But I think it is safe to say that in Japan nature is not held as “standing reserve.” Rather than seen merely as a resource to be used, nature and the seasons are something to which people in Japan strive to be attuned. Deep listening is an especially humbling act, as the ephemeral and transient quality of sound demands attention and focus.”
New goal: Add in some analysis. I will analyze what I like about two creative nonfiction essays per month, which I hope will inform my writing.
Old goal: Read 5 picture books per month
“I Talk Like a River” by Jordan Scott; illustrated by Sydney Smith
The main character is comforted when his father tells him that his stuttering is like talking like a river. Based on a true story.
“A Year of Everyday Wonders” by Cheryl B. Klein; pictures by Qin Leng
A year of firsts and a few seconds and some lasts.
“In a Garden” by Tim McCanna; illustrated by Aimée Sicuro
A rhyming picture book.
My favourite rhyme:
“In a garden
full of green
“A Thousand No’s” by DJ Corchin; pictures by Dan Dougherty
The main character gets a lot of “Nos” for her idea, so she asks for help.
New goal: Analyze what I like about two picture books per month.
Old goal: Submit one story to a contest per season.
I submitted a poem and a creative nonfiction essay to The Fringe Literary Contest.
I submitted a creative nonfiction essay to the Amy MacRae award.
New goal: Continue with this goal.
Old goal: Attend one writing webinar per month.
“Outside” virtual book launch—Sean McCammon with Susanne Ruder (New Star Books)
New goal: I’m going to be flexible about this.
Old goal: Work on one lesson of a writing course per month.
I have been working on my American poetry course.
New goal: I am going to be flexible about this.
Old goal: Attend a writing group session per week.
Now that it’s summer, one of my writing groups is only meeting every second week, so it may not be doable.
New goal: Meet when we can over the summer and revisit in September.
Old goal: Blog at least twice a month.
New goal: I will continue this.
Old goal: Weekly treasure:
New goal: I will continue this. It’s one of my favourites.
Old goal: HaikuForTwo
I wrote three this month.
New goal: Continue, as I love this.
New goal: I’m going to go back to doing something similar to the 100 day challenge where I break down some of the stuff I want to do on a daily basis. It helped me complete the German novel I wanted to read. Currently, I am reading a horticultural therapy related novel, two chapters a day.
It was good to reevaluate my goals and see what was working and what was not. How’s your goal setting going?
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